{♥}♥sss❥ OREO{♥}

2011-06-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

I think it's time for me to really let go..
Heart feel so pain .. i tired i really tired to forget the pass n go on..
He love other ppl yet i dunno y im so stupid to love him deeply..
i feel like crying.. bt no point.. his bday coming soon.. i think he hv his gf can le..
i wanna cry nw.. again.. haix... mab is really time for me to let go?
i dunno..
see wat happens after his bday bah..
im scared.. bt i will hv self prepare.. n i must. cause i noe things would change..
ahh!! i still very love him!!!
y am i so stupid!!!
he already belongs to someones..
he no longer love me...
ahh... crazy me..
his heart seems to belongs to her.. yet all tis while i am giving my heart to him..

sometimes things u do makes me thinks u still love me..
i believe u still love me...
yet i dunnno y sometimes u dun...
bt so many things u did u seems u love me..
isit i think too much?
or tis is how u behave nw?

2011-06-13T10:08:00.000-07:00

Dam fun today!! haha(:
today hv tuition n work.. dam sian.. when tuition forget bring hw went back to take bt i ask bi pei.. than also help bi wear contacts.. than went bacck to tuition until 2 plus.....than go je wait for manager than take imm bus to work.. than stupid manager bully me!!! than after roy left he call eric from bukit batok to come n help.. haha so evil la!! i help wash things.... than kanna contacts.. sian .. than rest haha.. than liru eric n wang guo chiong.. than i washing container inside haha!! stupid wang guo keep bully me.. argh...

aahhh!! i miss him dam badly can..
he change..
saded...
if really no choice i think i will leave(:

Tmw hv show watch le lol!!

2011-06-01T17:08:00.000-07:00

Wants Peace...
Went out wif alot ppl on sat 28 may.. watch kung fu panda.. dam funny... we took up 14 seats which is a row.. than pass down food dam funny.. seat wif anna & monkey.. than go anna house bath than go park.. dam windy.. loe the most!! took alot photo than grandfather keep waaan me post the pic.. haha... thanalot thing happen(:
than sunday dam tired than sunnday went out also .. than also go park.. Meet erzi n his gan mei.. than also kor.. than goo mac.. than sms dianah as she cannot sleep.. than dam late sleep. than monday morning go home pt things than tuition.
after tution forget fl where.. than dam sian.. ytd wed went chinatown wif the whole group of k-sters.. haha(: than dam like ganster walking n street... than go back sch around 4 than hv training.... than went home hv dinner wif papa..

You have yr life so do i wan mine..
u hv yr fun i dun care bt y u wan control my fun??
jealous?
if no y??

2011-05-11T06:57:00.000-07:00

Ijusthavesex(nah jk)
dam tired today.. cried haha.. than erm meet oreo at plaza study than father sms than i go home.. dam tired F&N paper really fk up==..
I dun wan to make my dar jealous or angry liaox..
i wan treat him good(:
anyways going swimming tis friday!! woah!!!! dam happy omg!
haha later i become oreo...
imisshim so much..

sometimes in my life i just think of him.. i miss him yet i noe i have to move on.. he is happy nw no point being sad for him... anyways he hv darling le ah.. means hv stead le i dun hv to be sad.. n i hv my dar.. wish he leave wif no regret ba.. i miss him...
tlzx. sorry..

2011-05-09T07:38:00.000-07:00

I going to leave the past n hv a brand new life(:
Dam miss oreo.. today whole day helpng at funeral dam tird ah bt fun(: than sms oreo n friend.. planning to go swimming tis coming friday after their exam.. than friday hv training at sch for mount k.. from 5 to 7.. On hoilday staying over at ppl house.. haha!!! erm mayb lepak until 2 plus than go ppl house sleep.. than play... mayb drink ba.. than go downtown east play n lepak.. than see how lolx.. if going mount k than is like 5 days 4 night.. oreo going.. bt dunno being choose ma.. currently listening to i just hv sex. dam boring ah!!!! exam tmw==..

2011-05-08T09:26:00.001-07:00

i miss him omg!!! haix..

2011-05-08T09:14:00.000-07:00

Today kinda sad ah. haix.. went to funeral than help.. then terence at there wth... haix than dun care lolx... than erm meet jin sean at blk 708 than go plaza study.. cause no space so went to subway.. than brandon n erzi come.. then actu wanna study than play poker== haha cause too hot so change to ga there study.. inside dam cool first time go in.. than erm study there lolx.. than erm brandon went off to work first than erzi.. so left me jin n sean bt ga hv mark.. than mrak play audi.. then study there until 8 plus go bbq chicken eat.. than erm go funeral help until 11 plus than go home.. dam sian.. sms jin nw..

Happy:)

2011-05-07T10:32:00.000-07:00

Yo i'm back!! change skins liaox.. dam long never post anything le erm... went swimming to release stress.. than become like oreo>< haha bt nt very worst state.. than erm went to study tis few days.. than after exam alot of plannings.. than erm mayb going mount k wif sch .than erm mayb going play pool. downtown east or swimming.. mayb drink.. or mayb staying at ppl's house.. dam sian.. omg.. i miss oreo!!! in class dam fun. malay guys dam funny lolx... than erm very fun in class ah bt quite noisy..

imisshim dam badly..
ilovehim!!

2011-03-11T06:45:00.000-08:00

woah!!!BACK!!

Today camp ends... dam sad la!!!! omg... than Mr John & Mr Wayne take our class oh n Miss Srene.. erm than after camp go poly clinic than blah blah than sleep than go home.. than see shit than pissed off. than fight wif father dam wat la!! wth!!! i also never say i wan lean on watever than at there angry than slam door wat wat sia wth!!! he himself say he tell me only wan listen or nt up to me. than he at there angry is liike wtf.. angry nw..

2011-02-25T07:26:00.000-08:00

YO back to post!!

Erm start wif today sch ba.. kinda ok.. than erm someone fainted in class than ppl was like omg.. than blah blah..
change into different ppl liaox.. no longer tat manyi so stupid. ya anyways erm monday leaving class aat 8.50 omg so happy.. no more stupid lessons..bt sian dance.. today hv dance bt never go cause alot place pain than never go lolx.. than after dance actu wanna meet ppl bt go eat wif my father.. so yea.. than go home bath than go market wanna go je find my father bt end up change to my house opp than walk back lolx.. than erm eat le 9 plus home than on com.. than sian lolx.. life seems so boring. fail 1 or 2 omg.. so stress... than tmw work lolx.. than erm sunday de planning dunno yet bt also work.. haha.. than erm my life changed alot thing is dfferent nw.. is no longer u noe.. nor understand le.. oh ya rmb pe tat time omg dam funny. played tagged ruby than friends pants drop dam ps... haha heng no ppl saw.. than erm lesson seems nt interested lolx.. oh ya today never dance also becoz sad n stress..

sometimes u say u understand bt yet u dun..
i'm hurt yet untold..
alot things happen sian.. oh ya ytd de topic..
only those ppl wif me will noe...

to those ppl who go 367 & 366:
stop going le.. u like hv no respect to them..
ppl say let them go ahead dun extra.. just dun care..
thanks.

back to life...
aiyo seriously just sian..
crazy n so on for like 5 days.. haha..
dam funnny..
Valeynalala
Valeynalaieiley
valapoiden
samvalamvatem
telima..
i learn tis.. than funny things is we wanna say you deserve it than become
valeynihuogai..
lolx.
alot than sh tht i say she indian wth><><
haha..

2010-10-11T06:32:00.000-07:00

{♥} Tis few days alot things happen {♥}
On 8 oct sian lolx.. went down to clementi than settle thingy than PM come than zao. blah blah... sian lolx..
Ytd 10 oct wanted to die cause fight wif bi haix so stress.. than alot shit lolx...
today 11 oct last paper dam happy ah!! than sian also hv problem.. than ok le fight wif bi than sian cause bi went to play bb than i went plaza lolx play than go back find him.. nth much to say

2010-09-18T06:37:00.000-07:00

{♥} Wish u & him ok soon {♥}
Today 8 plus went sch to pass 1 science paper>< waste time lolx.. laughs. than went gym to train wif bi than went eat n others.. felt guilty for one thing haix.. than went study at west coast park mac.. than walk back to west coast to tak bus home.. than when welking stupid bi scare me than heart pain n bone.. than nvm .. go home.. than bathe.. than blog lolx..
haix..

everything had change since tat day i stay over.. or mayb the big fight.. or can say serious.. haix u said i more important.. yet it seems u get emo cause friends.. dun seems tat u really pt alot effort to think about us.. i dunno is my problem or wat.. bt haix.. i dunno how explain..

2010-08-31T21:19:00.000-07:00

{♥} Ytd was a nightmare i wish it never happen b4 {♥}
today going out as there is no sch.. bt tmw hv history test omg right! haix.. nth much to post

2010-08-27T09:27:00.000-07:00

{♥} I hate the past to the core! {♥}
i can't even forget...it's hurting babe.. everything flash back.. u dun even noe how pain could it be.. bt only at there say i hurt u alot.. haix.. is tat true? think back.. dun wanna sleep.. sick nw bt i dun care.. so wish i could die..

2010-08-26T05:45:00.000-07:00

{♥} Bull shit all around {♥}
today sux to the core!sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux!BULL SHIT!!! so wish i'm dead. grrrr!! y tis hv to happen every day?? Y!! nt only u hv the feeling leh!! i do!! i'm a human!! nt yr toy or wat!!!

2010-08-24T03:17:00.000-07:00

{♥} Going to be sick woah! {♥}
Today i very good girl never sleep in class.. than today everywhere also pain ah...>< old le.. Sunday someone sms me ... lolx i dun even noe who.. than dam funny lolx.. than also hv work.. haix.. nw very tired..
i feel like changing sch .. take it tat i dunno anyone from there.. haix.. jealous? i also hv.. just tat no one realize.. almost all link is girl lolx.. laughs.. watever.. the more i care the more i hurt.. so i wun care!! (i think i could).. haix... sian lolx nw.. Today was quite a good day bah.. bt shouted in class cause one person cannot shut up dam fking noisy... than somehow fight wif teacher. bt end up ok cause alot ppl cannot stand too haha.. than nth happen.. today 3 ppl tio TOP room haha is sch de RTP room bt i call it top room... haha!!! haix.. than after sch hv police come sch.. dunno wat happen.. from april until nw i never tio suspend le lolx.. so good haha..sian tmw hv CD if nt wrong.. no work tmw!!! so shuang!!
end here first..

2010-08-06T06:46:00.000-07:00

Today actu morning nt tat bad is only night..
Dam fun during sing along thing.. we go join 2n3 lolx.. than went plaza than go sch..
than went to buy things wif wanting... than gt one ppl bully my balloon. stupid.. nvm.. than go home on com than cry until dunno wat time had cramp.. watever..
last few days had high fever.. than ok le.. nw still hv headach.. dun seem like lolx haha..
nvm.. tmw i wan sleep sleep sleep.. haix.. tmw performing at teban blk 11><
haix.. scary.. bt hack care.. skip meals. n skip _ _ _ _ _...
haix.. no mood.. nvm...tmw hv tuition.
working tis sunday.. long time never work le haix..
Miss auntie woo!!! auntie eng!! auntie flora!!! WATI!!! hehe.. sad Irene at bugis de.. haix...
nvm shld work along well wif yu chao n mark the new manager.. bt i wan work wif wati only.. haix.. dunno can ma.. mostly no de.. haha... sian... Miss peach tea wif milk><
watever... he also going to work.. bt nt sunday.. is next week.. gonna be very busy ba.. national day tat day lerr..>< haix..

2010-08-06T03:46:00.000-07:00

{♥} I'M GOING INSANE!!!! {♥}

LAUGHSS!!!!!
HE HAPPY GOING OUT WIF FRIEND N STUFF I AT THERE BE RETARDED GO GOOD GIRL....KNN!!!! WTF!!!! I SAD HE AT THERE HAPPY PLAYING..
HAHA!!!!TEACHER WAS RIGHT I SAD HE DUN EVEN NOE HE MIGHT AT THERE LAUGHING..!!!! HAHA!! SAY HIM LATER AT THERE SAY ONLY ONCE LEH!!! BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!!! BULLSHIT!

2010-07-31T06:54:00.000-07:00

{♥} FK UP MAN!!!!! {♥}
Today went gym run.. right leg dam pain yet i try to kept it to myself ... than went to study fight wif him .. ah heart pain.. bt wat i can do?? jealous than? nth can be done.. NTH!! fk crying nw so? also no one will care.. never text quite few hours le.. How i wish we could just hv a nice chat like last time.. bt we totally hv nth to say.. only orh ok from you.. watever...
Dianah so cute today.. she suddenly want meet n study together so ok lolx.. than change 2 place.. than study until forget wat time le.. than went to take cake.. than eeat than went home.. waiting for his sms bt i think will nt happen..
is a mistake to fall in love wif you..
bt i just fall for u again n again..
n i really do love u..
WATEVER..
fairly tale ARE ALL FAKE!!!!!!
everytime i miss u i cried..
so wat!!?? still liike tat.. blah blah blah..
trying to control myself nt to cry...
i fail!!!!
haix.. life is like tis..
wait ba..wait until tat day than..
haix..
moreover i dunno y i still love u..
haix.

2010-07-28T06:49:00.000-07:00

{♥} FAIL!! {♥}
chinese paper alot i dunno how die le lolx.Today dunno is happy or sad. had recess wif sec 1n2 1n3 1n1 i think.. hax happy yet sad.. happy cause someone sad cause another one.. nvm confuse emotional..
Today D&T fun i think?? dunno la..
fail my maths work..WTH!!! FIRST TIME LEH!!!
shit wat happen to me!!!! haix.. fk la is like.. i can't believe i will fail!!!
watever nw.. already got le..
chinese test ytd also gt dam low wth!!
I SUX!!!
everyday always very tried.. very easy tired haix....
today n ytd i had been thinking..
" Will he tht tat i always walk pass cause wan spy him n stuff haix.."
bt the ans is always no cause i even never look inside his class n dun dare..
everytime walk eith keep my head to the left or right until the end of his class. haix.
i seems i am crazy right nw.. ya ya watever..
Saw her dam lots of time today!!! WTH!!
Fl MY DAY!
i said i dun scare yet there is fear.. watever!! haix.
I'm nt fear nor scare...
BT all i nid nw is him pei me.. is he even free nw?
will he name names?
will he said alot of things?
or scold or say others things?
feel like crying cause i nid him yet i dun even dare to tell him.. haix.
felt sad today went to ahma house than someone came someone said u can go le kinda sad.. bt end up someone ask if u wan stay can.. than ok le.. happy back bahx..
at there eat until dam full until wan vomit..
haix.. wat shall i do nw?
how to tell him?? haix

2010-07-27T06:09:00.000-07:00

Me n tang jie^^

The house

2010-07-27T05:03:00.000-07:00

{♥} 我的你,在哪里？{♥}
Today kinda in sad mood.. went toilet every lesson.. wanna cry yet better nt.. haix.. hv art lesson draw draw draw than recess..
than i forget le la..
haix.. so stress nw..
SHE had ruin my life / days!!!
One day never heard her name also cannot!@!!! AHH!!!
grrrr... sm sm sm!! fk la..
jealous so? fk my pussy.
grr..
I said i'm nt scare yet i think i do..
cause i dunno he really loves me.
it is killing me!!!
blah..
Forget it.. tmw hv chinese test n stuff i dun even noe wat is going on..
nor noe when is which sub nor others.
i seems being effect by alot of things tat is happening.. haix.
Going gym tis sat again bahx..
haix.. gonna do alot interner things ..split n stuff bah.. or just run run run.
haix..
i dunno tis sat or sun. haix.. see lolx.. haix..
miss him ah!!!
haix..
HE had gone to work..
to you:
Take care when work..
drink more water..
muacks love you..

I dun nid a parachute coz i noe you will be there catching me when i fall..
so i dun even nid a parachute as i gt you..

2010-07-26T05:06:00.000-07:00

Everytime i cried.. so i wish i could run away from the pain i had..
feel like slapping myself again n again..
i shld wake up from my dreams..
miss you so??
all seems to be my dreams.
everything i wish could happen ya all turn out bullshit..
yet i am nw crying cause i miss him.wth..
He might nt even miss me yet i'm here crying all over for him..
falling over n over again..
sometimes i ask u one ques wat u reply was tsk tsk tsk..
or say is my problem nt yrs..!!
WTH~~..
nvm..
i wish it could faster over over over!!!n had my happy life back..
when we could be together>? i guess so..

2010-07-26T04:08:00.000-07:00

{♥} What shall i do? {♥}
Today the whole day i am very cold yet i dun give a dam about it.. cause how i wish he could ask me are u cold ya ya ya watever!..
sux as normal.. nid see miss lim after sch sian.. than today no dance dam happy also sad lahx.. than today hv tuition.. today pe lesson had fun cause do chicken dance.. than MT actu hv test teacher nt enough time to print finish than change to tmw lolx. shld i even study?? haix.. alot of things running around my head.. stress.. than after tat recess.. than Maths his class walk pass yet happy bt never even said hi oh well .. when they reach class 2n3 i shout yo.. laughs.. than blah blah teacher come than study than english.. feeling abit unwell as kanna rain when come.. was so cold head abit hot.. so had a nap during english lesson than after tat is lit so went toilet wash face.. than copy copy copy than actu after sch going ahma house bt she nt home so went to eat wif anna & wanting.. than went tuition than home ask jolynn pei me than she nid go left me alone.. haix.. wanted him to pei bt forget it i hv no rights anyways bring so stress out alot of things nw also very cold bt no longer gonna care cause i SO FEEL LIKE CRYING !!!
feel like dying in any moment.. haix.. felt stupid.. blah blah blah.. totally nt feeling well nw yea mayb ppl saw tht i'm ok ya all bullshit....
miss him also no use...
i must be the one change first.. haix..
wat is my problem!!!??
- hot temper
than any other??( feel free to comment)
haix i dunno la!!!!
live seems to get harder.. wish i could stay at 3 years old was bring protect de feeling was so much better yet even i wan to hv freedom..
so wat if hv feedom without anyone protect??
ahh...!!! stress..
wish i could just be strong!!!
yet i had falling inside without ppl noe-ing..
everytime you said " iloveyou" it goes round & round my head..
yet everything u did seems totally different..
i dunno wth is going to happen i just wish everytime could just stop n let me cry as much as i wan
than conti the dam lonely life..
ya mayb "U" think i talking bull shit so be it ..
ALL is my fault..
i change ..i change..
i gave my heart to you..
wat u gonna do yr choice wan stab it chop yr choice..
treasure or nt yr choice..

shall end here emotional getting wild.. crying soon.. bull shit lah!!
stress...

2010-07-24T07:00:00.000-07:00

2010-07-24T06:54:00.000-07:00

{♥} Y M C A {♥}
Today morning 7 wake up prepare than go ymca wif dance ppl at there teach old ppl dance n stuff had fun.. saw their smiles really made myself very happy.. than went gym to train as dance teacher say nid train the breath in n out stuff than at there run than split n stuff than went for dinner than home.. than on com lolx.. miss bi..

2010-07-23T06:26:00.000-07:00

2010-07-23T05:13:00.000-07:00

{♥} Today hip hop! {♥}

sch kinda boring .. no life.. watever.. dam sad lah!!! fk haix..

fight wif anna again..than ok.. than blah blah.. than today hv fire thingy dam lame la!!!

than play at field drop elmo so sad!!! dirty liaox going to wash .. haha..

tmw going gym.. n hv dance... YMCA... haix today learn hip hop...

leg dam pain cause when do split the guy teacher go seat on me.. dam pain..!!! wanna cry..alot ppl also kanna haha.. than do alot of things than dance.. wow dance dam hard wanna pop out liaox><>

haix.. sad.. ytd trouble tuition teacher pei me.. haix than very very gonna thank her..

ask friend to sing twinkle star for me..

than eat dinner wif wan ting than father fetch than take her lorry.. first time taking so shuang..

sing twinkle star n it just make my heart feels much more better..

mayb twinkle star is the song tat make me better..

haix...

hate my life nw.. hate alot.. feel like dying..

teacher say

i hurt so much did so many things for him yet he dunno than crying becoz him again n again..

yet keep fighting haix.. teacher say even i did so much he wun noe..

feel like crying again right nw.. wth..

2010-07-22T06:15:00.001-07:00

{♥} Today went to sentosa!! {♥}
Today sch sux to the core.. dam nt in mood..
blah blah blah read some pregnant story book n stuff..
than recess time tio by ms chan after sch nid see her.. suey lolx..
me anna wating kanna.. than blah blah blah..
thinking of getting cca outside or some course outside.. tat will be so cool yet alone..
still thinking in the moment..
going back to MOS BURGER after exam!!
woah!! can see wati n friends le.. like auntie eng n auntie woo..
so cute lolx!!
yea kanna sad in the moment.. bt oh well all are bullshit i guess..
wat i'm thinking tat will happen n stuff are somehow bullshit tat only i will think of..
ya watever..
goona be strong yet somehow still weak.. oh well blah..
dam angry too.. cause i'm nt happy yet just tht i am than so be it..
if the fights conti or conti to be cold to one another confirm one day someone will hv no feelings towards me.. than slowly really gonna be apart like we dun even noe bahx..
sad ah!!!! yet gonna act i'm strong!!
it is hard yet i hv to try to act nth is wrong.. wth am i talking.. watever..
craps.
togather after sentosa stuff came back to sch saw basketball ppl lolx..
all he said are liar!!!
u sure wat u said???
ci... eveything seems another way i can say..
is like dam angry pls..
watever~!!!!
fighting wif anna almost everyday!! so sick of it!!
wth!! haix.. hurting inside yet not a dam fking ppl noe about it.. laughs cause no one even understands me..
ci....
shall end here conti next time..
going YMCA tis coming sat to dance there.. or teach them dance than sun i think i going gym,,
gonna pt all my unhappy things into my running.. cause after running i felt alot better..
yet i did nt said u did it so mind yr words. thanks..
bye..
wish i could hv a nice day..

2010-07-15T03:22:00.000-07:00

{♥} You are always the most important , am i to you? {♥}
You are everything to me yet... eveything seems changed.. Today dam tired.. felt confuse sad n alot.. haix.. everything happen again tht we wun fight anymore yet becoz a misunderstanding which he does nt noe n fight.. crying nw.. yet nth could be done..
haix today sch kinda sux .. blah blah.. english teacher better le.. han blah blah.. chinese.. than sch end went someone house.. than tuition. haix.. feeling so low!!! ah!!
heart around there so pain.. yet i dun even wanna tell him.. wth scare he worried.. haix.. yet we fight.. haix.. nw still pain.. dun think he will see the blog cause he seems less to come my blog..
haix.. oh well... nw lips white like ghost.. haix.. alone at home so scary!!! haix.. so cold.. haix..

2010-07-13T05:08:00.001-07:00

{♥} Almost tio report. {♥}
Today sch was fun only english sux.. fight wif english teacher.. than blah blah..
i suddenly just feel like crying after leaving someone's house..
yet dunno y..
haix..
miss him..
fight wif anna today too..
Haix she made me rmb alot past..
haix..

2010-07-09T06:16:00.000-07:00

{♥} DIE!! {♥}
wish i could die soon.. like wat he dream..
head so pain nw.. who care?? none..
so stress sad.. n other bull shit!!
becoz him i dun wan he angry i keep it to myself..
yet i tht only one thing.!! no man!!! NO!!!!
all i think is wrong !~!~
wrong!!!
wrong!!! BULL SHIT!
end up saw one picture on face book..
can say i jealous.. yet it hurts!!
ccb!!!..
yet i'm crying all over..
ci..
i'm so stupid!!!
STUPID!!
IDIOT~~!!
RETARDED!!!!

2010-07-09T04:40:00.000-07:00

{♥} Today i kinda moody.. {♥}
Today went to sch nt late.. yet nid rush chinese homework.. rush lolx.. than blah blah...
Today very guai never sleep yet fight wif teacher.. dam kb sia!! than blah blah blah.. than dance lolx.. heard sth about him yet i dun wan to bring out.. cause dun wan fight.. keep it to myself.. yet i felt so sad n emo nw.. shld bt happy nt fighting yet saw sth on fb.. nice pic T... i will never forget. so sweet^^..
how stupid am i nw.. crying all over..
keeping the pain to myself..
yet i believe no matter how pain ...
it will soon over yet scar still there..
n is worth..
nw i am so CONFUSE!!!
AH!!!
Feel like killing myself right nw!!!
being wack by anna n jie jie for doing sth..
haix..
I so stress!! yet gonna act nt stress!! wth!!
haix... if show my feelings out ppl say i give atti n stuff..
ahh!!!
I MISS MY DARLING!!!! I wanna hug hug><
To darling!!:
Wee free meet leh!! i realy miss u badly!!
i wanna cry liaox.. last time when sad u will be here nw no le..
miss u to the core..
muacks hehe(:
gt miss me ma!!
hehe..

2010-07-08T06:15:00.000-07:00

{♥} From the starting {♥}
If u never say no one will noe..
n from p6.. when we together u had me alot..
i didn't blame u..
yet each time after forgive u did it again n again..
Somemore kiss..
wth.. it takes years to heal bi.. you noe..!! just think wat if is me.
mayb u dun feel anything on tat moment.. cause u dunno..
nw leh??
last time i also dunno until they say than u kan.. Tis year is happen all over again.. sec1 u ruin my bday.. nw?
i nt saying u wat n stuff nor ask u to die and pay n stuff.
haix.. 2 years had gone.. if you dun love me nw.. forget me n the past n move on bahx..
u said i am the only one u wanted..
bt haix.. i noe n understand u r different n nt same as when i noe u the first time..
thanks for the change..
i really love you.. n i noe u dun like my atti..
bt dun forget how we noe one another..
we fight than noe each other than stead n slowly come until the state u noe wat i mean..
i tht is impossible to be wif u so long yet we had been together 1years plus..
haix..
i miss you bi..
i love you too..
wish we would hug tight together again..

2010-07-08T04:51:00.000-07:00

2010-07-08T04:18:00.000-07:00

{♥} Dunno why.. {♥}
Dunno why suddenly i will think of this things..
Guys who fk a girl n left the girl alone is a fker!!! They hv no rights to call themselves guy.. Fk n throw fun?? dun u noe how the girls felt? ci.. They noe nth about feelings.. GRRR!!
Today was fine.. Took taxi cause ytd cried until dam late.. than wake up also late.. than took taxi lolx.. reach there just nice.. than blah blah blah.. Hv pe.. than History.. History teacher kinda guai lan!! grrr.. than i shout can i go pee than she okok than let me go..bt some ppl ask me dun ask cause she angry of our class.. Than science.. Today never sleep in science lesson.. than recess.. nth much. than Maths.. total 2 period.. so around 2nd period sleep until EL.. than El sleep abit than MT.. Mt can't lolx.. nid change place.. sian.. So ma fun lahx.. than blah blah blah.. do work n stuff.. than after sch went plaza wif anna.. than went market eat.. Saw Dianah lover. haha!! than go tution on the bus saw "him".. So cool.. lolx.. than went tuition.. Than start fighting wif "hi" for sth.. than blah blah blah.. Than went home.. Doing project for maths!! haix.. do wrongly wth!! so gonna kill myself.. haix.. plus "he" keep on say back n stuff.. like wanna make back like tat .. haix dunno la.. plus i did nt say wanna make him== nvm..From ytd started one thing gonna try til next thursday than see how.. So stress nw!!! AH!!! haix.. Wati like wanna i go back.. "G , S , A , M" Wanna i go back too.. than some aunties say cause very less like my age noe how do burger. lolx.. Haix.. Miss auntie woo!! she so cute lahx!! lolx.. anna also love her.. haix.. i regret one thing man.. haix.. wonder how is she..
Haix.. "S , G , A , M"!!! haix... oh well nt working le.. Cause " him" ...oh well gonna concentrate in studies le... haix..
Sometimes i felt life sux.. No one cares..
Sometimes really wonder when i'm hurt who will be there comfort me.. haix.. all these none happen all bull shit!! Craps!! Wat to do?? nth.. act nth happen bahx..
Miss "him" So wat?? nth can be done..
Love "him" so wat?? dun even noe he loves me..
feel like shouting all my anger out!! haix.. so pain!! hurt too!!
ci so many ppl love "him" .. so cool..
Love someone really no nid reason?? sometimes i do.. n others too..
haix.. nvm all i talk is crapx. haix...
Manyi jia yous!!
change for him.. if nth happen or he change.. be who you wanna be bahx or be the old manyi..
All the best..

To Auntie Helen!!!:
Yo auntie.. i dun think u will even noe my blog lahx.. bt i very guity too..So just hope someone saw n knew you can tell you.. I'm really sorry tat i fought wif you.. Bt haix.. really mahx.. u ask me nt to stay to one place.. yet u stay.. haix.. than soon when i went back heard from Irene u fought wif Arnie.. Than heard tat u quit n went Mac to work.. i dunno la.. haix.. i'm really sorry auntie!! bt sometimes you really too pick on things le.. when busy u still wanna weight the fries.. haix.. nt i wan say la.. haix.. I am really sorry auntie helen!!! haix.. really really sorry):..
Hope u are fine right nw...
all the best in yr new work..
Hope one day when i went out will saw you.. n i will hug you.. haha kidding lah!! REALLY SORRY!!!!

2010-07-07T05:57:00.000-07:00

2010-07-07T04:02:00.000-07:00

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2010-07-07T03:36:00.000-07:00

{♥} Happen again & again!! {♥}
crying nw... is like wth la!!!!!trying to make me back??wtf.. ci.. one by one.. nw her!!! WTF!!!
so feel like dying!! Jealous tis word nt only u noe how to say.. I ALSO!!!
NW I'M JEALOUS WAT U CAN DO??!!
Today okok.. morning went to sch.. than blah blah blah.. than went locker take things.. than went class.. than science lesson nt feeling well than rest.. i think becoz ytd night cried bahx.. than nvm than rest for around 2 hours.. after recess can't than nvm. cause chinese teacher. than nvm.. so during D&T i dunno which period i slept than maths can't cause test.. suddenly la.. haix.. dunno fail ma.. than after sch nid stay for tutorial.. than stay already than ended quite early.. so went to ISH find Mr chia!! than ask about maths things.. than wanted ask someone things than mr chan there than tio nag lolx.. grrr.. than erm.. nid to go so went out of sch.. than when walk walk walk someone behind talk to the person the person said sth jiu left le.. haix.. than went to eat.. wanted to cry bt nvm.. than later evening.. someone called cause i called tat person than blah blah blah than start crying.
CAUSE IS REALLY WTH!! haix. is like dunno wat is jealous n stuff..
is like dun like wat ppl do than dun do back la!!..
haix..
Tis few days nt enough sleep wanna die le..haix..
N ci.. To someone.. i wun ask u whether wan meet anot le... ci.. cause is u say y will suddenly ask n stuff.. ACTU i stay back is wait u.. bt nvm.. no point telling anymore.. cause is already over n i had been crying since the last call..
haix.

2010-06-23T07:53:00.000-07:00

Wonder how is he nw..
Miss him lots..
Love him deeply still..
The love nt just remain bt i'm falling deeper in love wif him..
haix..
I love you hubby..

2010-06-23T03:34:00.000-07:00

{♥} Today dam fun!! {♥}
Dance dam slack dam happy!!! than went to someone someone house.. tht someone wun come as tuition bt tat person did!!! woah!!!!! Than Tat stupid person bully me==... i bite tat person tat person also bite back grrr.... lolx.. than after tat went to teban ntuc buy things than tmw going buy fake eye lash n mayb eye liner n make up stuff.. cause dancing.. lolx.. Mayb buying contact lens too.. dunno.. haix end up night still cry.. haix..
ISTILLWILLLOVEHIMFOREVERNOMATTERWATHAPPEN

2010-06-21T08:43:00.000-07:00

{♥} Sian die me!! {♥}

Dam sian nw.. never slack kinda long le.. haix.. WANNA faster sch reopen ah!!! haix.. tmw go tuition than go someone house .. haix.. Freak man i dam sian nw.. haix.. watching tv.. Going to celebrate Dianah bday.. haix... Haix.. going to watch tv til 12.30 sleep tmw morning wake at 9 go tuition.. woah!!.. haix.

Bday tat coming:

Dianah: left 2 days

Terence: Left 14 days

2010-06-21T06:30:00.000-07:00

{♥} Suey lolx today!! {♥}
Today fall down n twist my leg..sian.. ytd the corn soup pour until my hand than boss tell me pt mayo.. haha i pt lolx.. shuang lolx cold cold de.. than nvm get to today..
Today hv dance.. late>< than nvm do warm up n stuff .. Than start wif the dance as going to perform on 3rd july... i was in man!!!! woah!!! bt dance starting n ending haha!!! kinda slack.. than went to mac wif dianah than saw terence de friend & upper sec..== than we dun care we get a seat than buy food eat lolx. than went home take bus 176 than walk home.. reach home sleep!!! than wake up reply his sms than haix.. Than went to je meet father.. eat than buy laptop case.. than go home on com.. Than tat's when i fall n twist my leg!!

To someone bday stil hv arounf 14days!!!
omg haix..
wat to do...
after 14 days jiu noe le.. haix..
i wanna cry!!
haix try to keep my head up n nt to let the tears to come down..

2010-06-19T08:48:00.000-07:00

Tis is wat i found today kinda funny lolx..

2010-06-19T06:57:00.001-07:00

{♥} Omg..Miss him lots..Fk up babe {♥}
Today tired lolx.. haix.. sian too..tmw father day!!!
Nw everywhere pain.. sian ..
dance dam fun i can say.. do bridge n stuff.. Hand stand!!WOAH!!Almostt fall cause i pt 2 leg up almost front flip.. haha.. haix.. kinda scare too.. Fall alot time actu..
butt pain lolx!!! bt today auntie helen help me pt some cream on the neck than feel better haha!!! than today nt becareful kanna hot water!!!! so dam pain!!!wth.. Anna at there laugh=.= feel like biting her... haha.. Than after everything.. went to peper lunch eat ice cream n cake haha.. Went to mos burger buy corn sou=.= than top up water haha!..

WANTED!
-Hot pants
-Tanktop
-Dress
-HIM♥
-Skirt
-Go bugis buy clothes!
-Celebrate bday wif him

2010-06-19T05:51:00.000-07:00

{♥}Me

{♥}vivo there de big shoes for display

{♥}Me n anna after going Sentosa

{♥}After coming out of the water

{♥}Doing sand spa..haha no lahx.. just pt for fun

{♥}Before going down the water..

Tat day feel like dying..cause nt feeling well..grr..

Watch "The A-Team" until we wanna vomit cause nt feeling well..haha.

2010-06-13T22:51:00.000-07:00

{♥} Gonna enjoy the hoilday!! {♥}
Will treasure all the moment we had together...
Doing project nw at west coast plaza..haix..
jia yous.. haha!

2010-06-07T07:50:00.000-07:00

{♥} crying all over again {♥}
-hv tuition
-went someone house
-went to work
-came home on com cried..

2010-05-30T18:13:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps!!!..
Kinda busy tis few days becoz working tues my off day will post blog again!!..
thanks..
My number:
96436455
text also can..
call can't cause i can't pick up!!..

Do come imm!!

2010-05-22T06:59:00.000-07:00

Plannings for tmw:

- go out wif papa & anna..

shld be nth liaox..

Monday's planning:

-Win the dam fking game..

-meeting for dance

-majong

-slack at home

-play poker

2010-05-22T05:40:00.000-07:00

{♥} I {♥} him lots!miss him! {♥}
Scare to fall in love again
Ytd phone spoil..Than change to slide lost alot contact(Sms me yr contact worh!!FRIEND!!)Than today went to junction 8 just to fix my phone than went wif papa than go eat than meet peeps at clementi go gym play.. starting all slack slack slack.. than slowly train.. haix.. today had run on the runnign thingy.. dunno y.. suddenly dam sad n angry.. than increase the speed.. run run run & walk & run.. after running feel like vomitting.. wtf.. haix..
than went mac than majong than home..
than went out pei papa eat. than go home..

Y u dun dare to explain everything??
it really hurt after i saw the pic of conver.
u said had stories behind it..
than y dun wanna explain??
tired of tis??
u think other ppl nt tired??
up to u up to u.
u only noe tis words??
like jiu say dun like jiu say..
No nit scare or man man lai..

Manyi manyi manyi..
wat to do nw..
i tired my best to stay happy..
come home cry..
no one believes nvm..
Bt y!!!
u like tat!!!
Manyi cheer up..
monday tag ruby i wan injuried as many as i can..
n i will win..
die or nt no longer the problem..

2010-05-17T05:48:00.000-07:00

{♥} Plans for tmw^^ {♥}
-meet someone eat breakfast
-go sch
-come home
- change
-meet ppl
-play/slack
-watch tv
-sleep
haha!!!

2010-05-17T05:22:00.000-07:00

{♥} I hv learn my lesson {♥}
Haix today went sch at 5 plus in the morning.. tuition teacher wake me up><><>< haix.. talking on phone wif someone nw..hehe(:

To someone:
Thanks for being there worh hehe!!!!
u so chio anyways!!!
stay chio!!!
Bleh>< thanks alot^^
me will listen to u liaox..><
sorry lahx dun angry hor..
me noe noe u angry just nw lolx..
yr nose so long..
cause when i call u u ran come down lerr..
haha i caught yr tail><
u own me ice cream.
thank you thank you..
i noe i'm pro no nid jealous.
oh if nt u dun bully me for 1 month.muahaha!!!
i win..
u either choose one..
Reply me soon!!!

Hated to be alone..
y u wan like tis?
ok i noe is my fault from the starting..
than nw??
i wear singlet
u ask me dun talk to u..
u never even talk to me lerr.
wanted to..
bt u never..
nvm.. all my fault.
it seems no matter wat nw..
u already dun care me le..
just thinking ..
if the stalker conti stalk..
isit a good game..
laughs..
plus the stalker living at blk 48 teban...
good game..

2010-05-16T03:43:00.000-07:00

{♥} I'm back!! {♥}
Changed my blogskin..
tmw last paper..gonna pt in my best!!Sian.. life very de wat.. KNS..haix.. after exam is lala land time le.. haha!!
gonna plan alot alot alot of things..
oh well end here first^^

Miss him..Bt does he??
haix..cried tis few days becoz wat he had said..
haix...

Manyi loves him forever..

2010-05-01T20:03:00.000-07:00

{♥} Imisshim!! {♥}
Haix time has pass so fast ...
day by day..
exam coming soon too..
haix..
someone is sick..
so worried for someone..
haix..
oh well shall end here.. nid go study le..

Imisshim alot!!!
ilovehim!!!haix...
miss the nag..

2010-04-05T06:33:00.001-07:00

WHY U WAN LIKE TAT TREAT ME!!!!!!!

2010-04-05T04:42:00.000-07:00

{♥} United tis word..No longer belongs to our class {♥}

Today Sch sux.. DAM DAM DAM SUX! Nvm..

♥To day prize giving was omg!! Gt the prize was kinda happy.. Bt sad.. He one congrets also dun hv.. still tell me hv fun..Is like wth.. Nvm.. Reach class is Maths lesson.. study.. draw draw draw.. Than is MT.. Saw him & his friend walk pass.. Than recess.. After recess everything goes wrong.. Starting to be emo..Than class things than cry..Blah blah blah
came home cry again becoz him...
gone crazy scream cry..

2010-04-02T08:47:00.000-07:00

{♥} In yr eye who am i to u?& Wat am i to u? {♥}
Today wake up at 12 like tat.. feeling unwell bt no one noes..... Leg very pain..... Went to wast coast to hv my lunch than meet anna..
blah blah blah.. nth much to say

2010-04-01T04:47:00.000-07:00

{♥} FOOLISH ME!!! {♥}
Today run 2.4...Very tired.. almost faint bt never.. Run tat time very fun.. cause i shout when i run.. which make me so shuang.. cause like shout out all unhappy things.. Bt no use.. WATEVER!!! than run run run gt 10.. haix.. went to toilet lying down rest.. than go back to the class.. than go hall.. than recess.. (crying nw) After recess MT.. skip half lesson than go in study.. than hv case.. teacher n friend fight.. than erm after MT is CD.. Was fun.. Talking about baby & teenage things..
like pregnant n stuff..haix.. some ppl go take away the baby which is so sad.. haix.. than after CD is science.. Science was kinda boring.. Than sch end.. Than go locker pt stuff than go ahma house,,, dam angry sia.!! than i sit on floor.. than someone ask me seat on chair i seat lolx.. than go home bath than go tuition wow tht will pei me.. never man!!FOOLISH ME!! Think so much.. grr.. than nvm go tuition had fun there than eat dinner wif ppl..than go home.. on the way home wow dam angry n hurt sia!!!
than come home cry..
hai...
U will never noe the pain i had if i never make back..
the point of making back is make u noe the feeling so u wun repeat again..
bt i was wrong..
u seem tat i wan make u back cause u do tat to me..

2010-04-01T04:09:00.000-07:00

{♥} It is very hard to explain. {♥}
AYe.. u think wat big fk!!?? kump all u wan? huh!!is u ask me use one blog de hor. i nw type here lolx..aye i nt born give u kan de hor..knn!! N pls dun think yr stti good until where hor..Watever i nt yr dog so nt gonna post anything much here..nor another.. i write down.. N STOP KUMP THE DAM FKING PHONE! l.m.p lahx!!!

SO WISH I COULD DIE!!!AH!!!
u think only u stress??i so wish today 2.4 make me die faint or wat!!u stress does nt mean others nt stress leh!! N stop being sick lah!! i naked walk everywhere u like?No than stop yr stupid things! JEalous? wow only u hv.. i dun..
U upper sec so?? big fk?
i ren enough le hor..
i change so wat!!??
WAT!!
CAN;t u one day dun say anything hurt!@!!!kan kan kan~~!!
i nt give u kan de hor.
wan scold me botch so wat spam at my blog if yr big name on!!

2010-03-31T07:11:00.000-07:00

{♥} Tired {♥}
Haix kinda tired of alot alot alot of things that is happening. Like cannot stop.. haix.. Today morning almost late.. than never.. than blah blah blah.. Anna & me sleep in class during geo lesson & chinese.. very tired..><..TIRED OF ALOT FKING CCB THINGS!!! FK U!! grrr.. blah blah blah.. after sch went to Anna's house to take literature project file. than take ice cream than go back sch saw someone.. than nvm than walk to class.. me n anna different group for literature thingy. Than i go 1N2 de class while go saw someone.. than nvm go in the class.. than blah blah blah.. after finish everything n some stuff. went to plaza wif Anna. Than go tully coffee.. SAW MR KHOO!! woah!! than ask him stuff.. he was teaching other sch.. sad-ed.. oh well nvm than around 5 we go home lolx.. than reach home watch cartoons. than soon time fly than bath on com..lolx.. type geo report.. than blah blah blah..

To someone:
So wat?i gt say wat u say also wun change anything meh!!!? I dunno english?? u think u noe very well arh?Can't u just shut the fk up if u dun even noe anything?? Dun anyhow judge me!! N literature thing..u will also hv tis de. n will mark attendence.. Change so? later teacher also may change back.. Aiya.. watever lahx.. is all yr choice n stuff lahx..
End.did type longer at the other....

2010-03-29T04:49:00.000-07:00

{♥} HELL DAY!!!!!KNNN {♥}
Today go sch dam tired..cause last night cried..Nw crying all over again..Went sch. okok.. temple nt good ..cause alot of things happen.. blah blah blah.. when science lesson i very tired.. i slept.. than wake at geo lesson than study study.. than alone at blk 728 cry.. than go dance.. than meet ppl than eat than go home.. when run home sprain my leg.. almost vomited.. reach home.. vomit than blah blah blah.. on com...
crying right nw..

2010-03-26T06:32:00.000-07:00

Happy..can't i hv??yes hv le.. bt just for days.. than suddenly so sad.. happy for days.. bt just tis moment of wat u said.. u make me fall so deep down.. you make me feel the days tat i'm happy is a fake from you.. i dun wish wat i said was true..
happy?
tis word make me so.. haix..
y can't i just be happy at least for a week?
too much? dun think so..
gonna be strong bt i just can't make it..

2010-03-26T05:48:00.000-07:00

❥Taggies reply!

xiaoshan: helloh mummy..tag you u nvr tag mi bck TT
❥Xiao曼:Hello.. LOLx y link also cannot go how tag.. u cute or wat? lolx..

Dominque♥: Tag , luvs eu !
❥Xiao曼: Thanks for thee tag! love you too!!^^

2010-03-26T05:30:00.000-07:00

{♥} Back to post! {♥}
Hmm today is PTI(parent teacher interaction) so scary=.=..
today sch was fine.. tis few days kinda happy cause sth.. than erm... shld be nth la.. kinda short post.. Kanna nag by papa.. Bt is becoz others nt becoz i nottie^^
shall end here.. cause dunno wat to say..

Sth tat i had to keep in my heart n untold..

2010-03-19T06:43:00.000-07:00

Shermine:)))))): Hey! Twinnie! TAGGED!
Shermine:)))))): stay pretty yeah! tag me back too!
❥Xiao曼:Lolx you too!..hi twnnie(:

2010-03-19T06:20:00.000-07:00

❥Taggies reply!

MelissaW: Haha , must be happy alright ?
❥Xiao曼:Erm i will try my best lahx.. haix...

Lynn: Hahah ! lol .
❥Xiao曼: Yr dm still dun give back.. u cry infront him see wat he do haha!!!

2010-03-19T06:06:00.000-07:00

{♥} HAPPY HAPPY! {♥}
Today hv dance which is somehow tired!! leg pain.. almost sprain.. bt never ha! than erm go someone house.. around 5 to 6 reach teban thanwhen to hv sports.. than eat than go home on com.. Doing script nw for fashion de.. haix..Nt gonna say y i'm happy!! cause is me & tat person secret!! haha!

omg i somehow goona forget the moves for dance><.. hai nvm lahx..

misshim! haix..

2010-03-17T08:06:00.000-07:00

❥Taggies reply!!

DOMINQUE: Babe , eu also takecare . Dun't sad
❥Xiao曼: Yo babe! i will de..even i never takcare myself i noe will hv ppl take care of me..ha! u too dun sad!! cheer up worhs!(:

Lynn: YES IT IS after 2month2weeks but one girl take back le so i mondayy want go take knn the DM pian xing siul ! xD
❥Xiao曼: YO lynn welcome back.. lolx..=.=..siao!! so long yr dm sux!ya la pain xin!! so ask for yr phone!! jia yous! ha! wow mayb yr dm like tat girl><

2010-03-17T06:24:00.000-07:00

{♥} Gonna hold my tears&pain {♥}
pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain
Today very sad.. cried at west coast plaza.. so ps.. haix.. bt i really cannot take it so had cried
pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain
out.haix..today no tuition as i change day.. than erm went to ahma house than meet anna.. than
pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain
hurt.. than cried.. than totally no mood!! haix.. i really dun understand wat the heck u thinking
pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain
sia!! haix...If we ever gonna meet again?AH!!! crying nw also!! Fact.. Can i dun face it? Nw all i
pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain
can do is just to hold my tears&pain n bless while heart was jealous n hurting much..omg!hai..am
pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain
i nuts? Nt going to give up. nt if i hv to i will.. cause u happy jiu ok le.. rmb wat u bet n promise..
pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain
AH!!!! wat happen to me!! Be strong manyi!! haix..forcing myself to be strong will really strong
pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain
ma? Who is gonna hold me?? Who will be there for me?? All alone again.. Haix.. Everything
pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain
seems wrong for me!! AH!! heck! AHH!!! Confuse sad!! watever!!! Pain is the only word i can
pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain
say!!! YYY!!! y tis happens to me!!
iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou
iloveyou.
imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou
imissyou.

2010-03-16T07:48:00.000-07:00

Taggies reply!!

Celestine: tagged! cheer up okay
❥Manyi: Erm.. thanks for the tag.. ermm try><

MelissaW: Tagged !
❥Manyi:Thanks for the tag...

Lynn: Number-less ): (phone tio confiscate by dm )
❥Manyi: HUH!! aiyo how to contact u!!haix..nvm..when getting back?ask yr dm go die..is like so long le lahx..from i feel.haha! dun sad..

2010-03-16T05:41:00.000-07:00

{♥} Finally noe the ans i wanted to hear {♥}
Today waited anna at my house than go eat breakfast. than go plaza do project!! grr.. than saw Sad babies!! than talk than conti do.. saw some idiots pigs dots.. than nvm than me n anna edit the script.. Wow wan ting & shirley english A star!! omg!! can "pass" wif flying colours..Totally omg lahx!! than edit like siao.. than Amy come than she saw yellow hot guy..haha..
than do do do went to play photo hunt yi xia. than go home.. than meet papa while smsing baby..than erm.. sms sms until papa come than papa like angry dunno for wat than told baby tat can't sms.. than after eating finish sms again.. than go home on com...
imissbaby..
ilovebaby..

& finally i heard the ans i wanna hear.. AH!!
i love you!

2010-03-15T06:41:00.000-07:00

為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過

2010-03-15T05:17:00.000-07:00

{♥} Notes for ppl {♥}
To anna:
aye u!
rmb tmw meet shirley first.. cause later she lost lahx..
either 30 or 143..
dunno call me..

To Mr Ee:
hope u like the present me& anna gave you..
erm.. for the paper.. i noe kind of messy..sorry..
Hope u hv a noce day!

To Celestine(jiejie):
Hi.. saw u today..
become chio bu le sia..
haix.. didn't noe u visit my blog..
since u did visit than tis for you...
take care.
Tag me be4 leaving..

To lynn:
u nw using wat number arh??

2010-03-15T04:51:00.000-07:00

{♥} No more op!happy for him {♥}
No matter wat i do.. u r still gone.. u r longer by my side.. Anywhere i go wanted to call yr name cause u will be there & we always together.. Bt nw.. i called wrong names..

Today 1 tuition stay at home until someone sms said tat reach tuition le..than i leave house go tuition than go plaza do project again.. than blah blah blah.. haix..

To papa:
Thanks for yr care i appreciate.. bt do u noe yr care is too over? u hurt me alot man!U said u noe me very well.. I'm sorry from here i only noe tat.. u noe abit only.. Everything yr way yr way.. i follow.. bt end up? i washurting myself.. Even a bf can't??.. Nw waT!! HUH!! ANNA number.. Than wat!! tuition teacher.. Wan i give u my whole contact book mah!!! I hate the way u do things!!i hate alot.. n sorry i had to say.. tat sometimes i can very hate u until i wanna kill u.. bt u can act nth happen.. WTF!!u noe it hurts alot!! Nw even wan to visit ppl.. u wtf! i cried every night.. u noe!! EVERYTHING U U U !!!i noe i can't choose who my parents is.. bt I CAN CHOOSE WHO I LOVE WAN I WAN TO BE!! i dun wan to be like u man!! u make my life sux!!i hate u bt wat i can do? nth u noe!! everytime u kan kan kan.. i ren sia!! when i listen u say i never!!! wtf!! wat is tis!! i noe u yrself hv yr bull shit things. i also hv mine leh!!! WAT IS YR PROBLEM!!!sometimes i really wish it was a mistake tat u took wrong child.. n i really wish i can grow up so fast to leave tis dam house! BT i wan to enjoy my chlidhood leH!!
i hate you for making my life so sux!!!!
u kill me isn't it better?
sorry i really hate u from the moment u called th mother..
i noe u tried way to make me go on..
bt i'm sorry..
i really love him..
i just hope u can understand my feelings!!!
N GET IT CLEAR ME & U ID A DIFFERENT PPL!!!!!
I'M SORRY..
I JUST HAD TO SAY
ILOVEHIM.

2010-03-14T07:21:00.000-07:00

❥Pictures!

❥the magazines me & anna brought for our project

❥Wan ting , shirley & anna

❥lolx me very funny

❥Me.. haha funny lolx

❥Me & anna

❥Wan ting & shirley(like twins right?)

❥took from magazines

❥Wan ting, shirley, Me & anna

❥anna & shirley

❥wan ting & anna

❥Me,wan ting & shirley

❥Lolx i using phone anna take so i only *peace* nia.

❥Me & anna(i'm ugly haha)

❥Anna's front view, my somehow back/side view

❥Far view of us

❥Anna & me in the toilet.(lolx retarded)

❥wan ting,shirley& anna

❥wan ting & shirley

❥Wan ting&shirley

2010-03-14T07:06:00.000-07:00

{♥} 2more days! {♥}
Today hv tuition wake up at er 9 like tat.. than bathe n stuff.. went to tuition while in the lift.. The lift stop at 9 floor i tht who than was some funny ppl.. than i smile.. cause is like.. nvm than go tuition..Kinda emo cause think of sth tat gonna happen.. Haix.. bt someone sms me funny sms.. make me smile..Ex one about durian de.. haha! than tuition end le.. Wanted to go home.. walk half way my father called & ask me go market eat.. GRR!! than go lolx.. than while walking back.. Saw the funny guy.. he turn his head lolx.. than i smile again dunno y. than walk walk walk reach order food.. thwn went home.. than hv ppl sms than reply lolx.. than around 2 leave my house go plaza meet anna,Wanting & shirley.. than do project.. actu wanna go 714.. bt raining than dun wanna than decided do at plaza.. than we went to Tully's coffee there.. brought muffin than seat there for hours..HAHA! than do do do.. than shirley n Wanting go first left me n anna.. than we do newspaper thingy than do wedding invitation..than go play photo hunt.. while walking there walk pass a shop than anna tht she saw the funny guy.. than she aye so loud sia!! than the funny guy turn than really was him sia!! haha!! than saw Her than say hi than went to play.. than ermm actu wanna go home le.. bt wannna go wash room than go le jiu go home.. than sms ppl.. than eat dinner than come back. on9 Help my banana wif her blog=.=// than nw post mine lolx.. haha!

2010-03-13T04:32:00.000-08:00

❥Pictures!

❥anna big bro;anna 2nd bro;her toy.. & the big doggie

❥anna house de toy..

❥Hellokitty!

❥thfood is chicken&tuna

❥cute?ha

❥when i got the food

❥Anna touching the cat lolx..

❥eating thgrass

❥ThCat we saw

2010-03-13T04:21:00.000-08:00

{♥} 3 days left {♥}
today wake at 12 + ha than go bathe & stuff.. Sms ppl than erm go west coast eat tom yam^^than hv a fight wif my father.. he say say say shout at me.. i shout at him back.. than i very angry sia!! he take my phone away. say i anyhow use my phone.. dots.. than still say cancel my project thing.. more angry.. than shouted.. than he return than he go i say bye. than saw anna together go bus stop meet wan ting.. than when going ssaw papa.. haix.. than anna say hi.. than he smile at me.. i orh.. than smile back. than he go clementi than me n anna go west coast plaza as wan ting say more easy to meet there than ok lolx we go.. played photo hunt than wan ting come.. go popular buy file for the lot project. than went to blk 714 do the project. wow sian lolx..!! nid write alot of thigns. grr.. than nvm wan ting do until 5 like tat jiu go le as she nid go buys stuff wif family than left me & anna.. than we do the s cube thingy.. than after tat on the way to anna's house.. we saw a cat!! so cute lahx!! bt eating grass than i go buy cat food give the cat eat.. the cat eat liaox jiu go.. Grrr.. n vm than i go anna house pt bag than wait anna bathe than go plaza buy stuff than go back eat le.. than go bus stop go home.. than on com lolx..
haix..
very worried of some stuff tat is going to happen..
haix.

2010-03-12T06:14:00.000-08:00

❥Pictures!

❥Woah my new sister.!! cute right??

❥at the bus stop

❥when at there

❥bus stop wif anna

❥Me,Yiting & limin.(cheerleader)

❥peace left side

❥peace!right side

❥tis pic is dam funny.. like pig

❥back view of my hair..(after i eat my stuff)

❥Go Cassiopeia!

❥me & papa

❥My back view & my papa's face

❥back view

❥my hair

❥Me& lynn's lost domo kun bag pack.. ppl stole lynn's domo bag pack.(last years)

I wanna buy the bag go sch!!$20..

❥on hand's on day.. which is long ago de..

❥Peace..

❥anna's stupid hair &me

❥My half face & domo & anna

❥both r retards

❥me & anna's peace

❥me & anna back view..

❥Me& anna retarded lolx

2010-03-12T04:02:00.000-08:00

{♥} KRO {♥}
Today is krss de sports day..WOAH!! today all ppl hyper.. than today national song,sing dam loud lahx!Than erm go dance meeting at canteen.. than go house meeting.. Did practise for our games..Than train le.. sian than me go 3rd floor see sec1 than go down for cheer.. than erm sch end go home wif anna.. than erm go stadium..than erm.. cheer cheer cheer lolx.. than sec1 playing we cheer.. than our turn is like omg dam scary..!! than nvm.. play play play.. stupid me go step the line!!! GRR!!! than out.. fk! than nvm..still smiling even inside was dam sad!!! haix.. than nvm go back start to walk all around.. than soon jiu 6 plus than gather than say say say.. than go home time!! bt i did nt go home lahx.. wait for anna go blk 516 eat the curry vege casue i dam miss it lahx!! haix.. than saw nuer.. than talk talk talk ..than she go left me n anna .. eat le go blk 518 take some pics haha!! very lame lahx.. than nvm go wait bus than wl is like the bus so SLOW!!than reach home kinda late than on9.. haix..
I'm SO SAD!!!
nt just becoz of loosing n other some stuff!!
hai!!!
wanna cry!!
hai..
CRYING LIKE SIAO RIGHT NW!!!
WTF!!!

2010-03-11T04:33:00.000-08:00

{♥} Do u still love me? {♥}

Oh well today HV PE!! Bt haix sad-ed Mr Ee leaving.. is like wth. ok nvm get to today de things.. morning wake at 7.. than ermm.. Maths lesson.. i chiong go locker take books.. than go back cause later she angry.. than heng reach somehow in time.. than nt angry^^ i think^^ than nvm than PE!!! woah woah!! bt in all same timing wif esther haha!! run run run.. than do jumping things.. for 10 counts of 8.. fun lolx.. actu going to run outside sch de.. Bt boys lahxx! stupid station thingy., than never run lolx.. went for recess than after recess is Mt.. today Mr li never come so the Hot pink bra teacher come..(her nick name^^)HAHA n alot stuff lahx!!
bt than stupid com gt problem delete some le n i nw so tired to re type so nvm lahx!! haha
CHEERS!!

2010-03-10T06:45:00.000-08:00

♥Domo given long ago from him..

♥The Elmo & big bird(:

2010-03-10T03:57:00.000-08:00

{♥} Things change {♥}
Hv stead n dun hv totally different.. timing all different.. Those hv stead last long.. treasure.!oh well haix.. get ack to today's stuff.. hmm went sch tht gonna late bt never.. than saw Him when i go up stairs. than nvm.. than go hall seat there.. than sing song than go back class.. went to take books.. than went up.. books so heavy de lahxx!!! today going to serve 2& half hours detention!!wanna faint.. nvm than geo lesson.. Lolx teacher never come=.=.. than the whole period i copy notes from text book.. than MT!!.. Mr li gives us paper to do.. than soon he lesson finish than is literature..haix today lit kinda sux.. Bt hai nvm.. she explain our project.. until 11.. than go eat.. than is.. Science.. Me n yohana after recess go toilet as she emotional.. than go toilet.. than go back.. Teacher at there shout shout shout.. She seems very de angry as the class was noisy.. than nvm conti class of cause..than copy notes.. also do corrections for test paper. than is EL!! Omg today hv test sia!! Haix... than test lolx.. than class kinda noisy mrs sim very pissed of.. than like going to cry sia!! Than i say dun cry my Big bird & Elmo will be there for her(as it was tissue)than she smile yi xia bt still angry ): oh well she ask us to stop writing i conti cause i dun wanna stay back do arh!! than do le.. i pass up.. than is Maths lesson.. Wow the time like dam slow de lolx pls.. haix.. copy notes.. n stuff than sch end!! zhao to locker pt books.. SAW MR KOH SL!!!WIF CANE!! omg.. than i faster run than dun dare walk pass him again than run from another way up to class.. than take bag wait mrs sim to let me go!!! than ermm went to hall as cheerleader see no one.. went to canteen find others also in cheerleader de.. ask them tell teacher i can't as i hv detention.. than i went to detention room lolx.. haix.. alot ppl siol.. than nvm tell my name seat there conti writing notes.. than ermm.. soon 1 hour.. those late detention de all gone.. left some lahx.. than A girl named Atiqah talk to me.. than make friend.. actu meet her after detention bt suddenly mr koh finding her she zhao.. haha! than nvm..sms esther.. ask where she she say wcp.. i tht plaza.. actu park.. i dunno i go plaza than saw sharhida.. than ask her together go park find esther lolx.. than go.. saw Him &friend.. so happy.. than nvm soon counsellor come.. than finding esther.. than blah blah blah.. n omg lahx!! first time talk to him face to face.. happy lahx.. than go eat wif sharhida than come home..!! Woooah!! tired.. haix..

There is nth i can do to make u stay.. only left yr choice of staying or nt..
wish i could hv more times wif ______ again..
haix..there is nth i can do bt just to see & wait wat will happen next..
haix..
"Hv stead & dun hv really a big difference..When hv stead time is pack.. wif nt is like.. no friend.. nid find. than alot of things turn different.."
dun u felt tat way?
haix..

2010-03-09T06:30:00.000-08:00

around 6 to 7 days left..

2010-03-09T04:09:00.000-08:00

{♥} You will never noe the hurt i hv {♥}
Today go sch.. than dunno wat lesson than conti until after sch.. go home.. than watever than go tuition tuition tuition.. than someone come than nvm.. than finish at 7.20.. than go off. actu wan pass a note.. heng i did nt.. if nt it will be more hurt.. than walk home reach home at 8.. than on com.. than start crying..

2010-03-07T05:54:00.001-08:00

2010-03-07T05:35:00.000-08:00

{♥} I'm feeling really unappreciated{♥}
I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You're takin' my love for granted, babe.
I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say
I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.
[Verse 1:]
Woke up this morning and saw your face
And you didn't look the same as yesterday.
I got the feeling that you can't seem to see,
Where you want to be.
And lately it ain't been the same at all.
When you're here it's like I'm invisible
I still can't seem to see where I went wrong.'
Cause I'm feeling
[Chorus:]
I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You're takin' my love for granted, babe.
I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.
[Verse 2:]
Lately our house is not a home
You come in, take a shower, then say
I'm gone.What am I to do
When my heart says leave
But my feet won't move
And today is our anniversary
And you haven't even said two words to me
I'm trying hard to give you another chance
But ooh baby I'm feeling
[Chorus:]
I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You're takin' my love for granted, babe.
I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.
[Bridge]
Boy when I very first met you
I thought you was the most perfect man
That I ever seen
And I still don't understand why
You treat me like you do
I use to give into your lies
But now I see the truth
Oh no I don't want to hear it I'm through
Yeah I know I'll still be missing you
But it's not worth the pain
That I've came from you
You made me feel
Unappreciated
[Chorus:]
I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You're takin' my love for granted, babe.
I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.
Don't love me no more
Heeeeeeeeeeey whooooo
I'm really feelingUnappreciated
OOOOOOOOOOO
I'm feeling unappreciated

2010-03-07T03:39:00.000-08:00

{♥} the things u do u may nt noe it hurts {♥}
End up u still block me.. ha.. i dun think it is mistaken..
my butt very pain..haix..n tummy.

wondering how r u nw..
imissyou..
iloveyou..
hated me i guess..

around 8 to 9 days left..

all i gonna do i think is to leave & bless..
i noe u dun care me la..
i understand all yr meaning..

2010-03-07T02:58:00.000-08:00

{♥} Wat u all wan from me? {♥}
dam fk up..
today go tuition time saw him seating down.i think wait until 10 bahx.. than i go up lolx.. tuition tuition tuition than go home.. than stay at home.. until 1 go eat lunch than at home until nw..
crying right nw..

u jealous say.. no nid hide de.. u noe like tat very hurt?u may nt noe u noe!!sometimes i really think hard whether hv u ever care me?i think even i eat alot pineapple also nvm..
if i said those things u like!!?? if dun pls dun say tat to me!!! CAUSE ITS HURTING INSIDE!!
if u like i say those to u.. say more to me also nvm..

I GIVE UP!!!WAN PLAY WIF ME & FEELINGS & UP TO U ALL!!!
I'M JUST A UNWANTED HUMAN BEING WHICH LIVE IN TIS WORLD!!!
WAN HURT ME OR WAT.. JUST COME..

iloveyou..
bt u giving me is wat??

2010-03-05T05:23:00.000-08:00

so like to block..than block all u wan.. cause is yr choice..
do watever u wan nw bahx..
be happy..

2010-03-05T03:49:00.000-08:00

{♥} life sux!! {♥}
dam low right nw.. wonder who will be there for me.. wonder how to conti survive.. wonder tis n tat..it really matters me alot.. it may nt be improtant to u or wat.. bt to me it is very important.. ex u r the most improtant to me.. bt.. haix.. will i be alone celebrate all events? or there is u? than pain in my heart is like a kinfe which had stab dam dam dam dam dam dam deep. the pain.. seriously can make me wanna die..u may nt noe how pain it is the heard the words..so wish ytd time can stop.. the distance... so hard to forget.. ytd can say dam happy de lahx bt nt at night.. cause it is when hurt was invlove..
i really can't forget the past i had.. sweet times. n memories.. bt nw wat i was is lonely girl.. seriously very upsad right nw.. actu wanna dance until leg sprain very serious or wat de.. bt didn't make it..

2010-03-05T03:13:00.000-08:00

{♥} Fk me up {♥}
dam sad..
today go sch go locker take story book than go office than go up.. than saw esther.. than together go canteen buy water.. than talk talk thanbell ring than blah blah blah..went to locker to get rest of the books..than go geo lesson.. OMG guess wat!! i pass sia!!20/30..than maths.. than chinese.. than recess.. after tat things get bad.. english lesson me & anaa somehow fight wif the class girls.. than dam wat la..than nvm..than watever.. than literature...than lesson end!! dance start at 1.45...than nvm after change i go outside npcc room there.. than study.. than ♥ sms me.. ask me wanna go plaza buy bubble tea.. i say ok..bt left 5mins to dance..bt haix.. sth happen than i went dance.. than dance dance dance.. than teach sec1.. a casio girl very funny lolx.. nvm teach her point & her hand.. haha! than teach teach teach i pt my leg on the pole or bar than bend down than nvm nth happen than i wan talk to friend i move infront than i like make until the nerves.. dam pain de lah!!!the stupid casio laugh.. haha! bt nvm .. haha.. than do others..tthan teach them new moves lolx.. than come tat thing. omg!!! haix.. than very pain wanted ♥ to carry me to buy stuff de bt ps..haix..than i ask ♥go home. haix really go home..oh well nvm haix.. than joey help me buy things.. than go home.. ask friend to call me.. than reach home.. very tired!! n pain!!! leg still pain!! fk!

haix.. somehow left 10 or 11 days..
very worried.. start to cry le.. haix..
just wish to pei_______..

♥Thmanyi

2010-03-03T06:48:00.001-08:00

hahax..
u really forget me.. haha!!!ic ic..haix.. i hv nth to say about u.. really.. u seems.. nvm.. happy days..Be happy..live the life u had..

2010-03-03T03:59:00.000-08:00

{♥} Dam sad lahxx {♥}
kneel down to begged him becoz HIM(another him)

Today morning brain dam dam dam pain sia.. haix.. Than nvm than when teacher dismiss us to go class..Mr koh cm catch my shirt>_<. haha.. i shouted ah..cause kanna caught.. than miss heng there than she talk to me.. than went to locker get books went back class study study..copy alot notes..after FT is Geo than MT..when Mt lesson wow wanna faint sia so pain!! bt never.. try to sleep in class.. than Lit.. Than recess.. than erer er Science?? i guess.. ya is science.. than went to toilet.. almost vomited bt never.. than go back class copy copy copy notes. than is English lesson.. in mrs sim class did nth at there rest.. than is Maths.. copy notes.. than sch over.. Today hv the house thingy so did stay back.. haix.. than at locker there .. there gt ppl wanna find him.. called him never ans.. oh well.. nvm as he came down le.. than i go for the house thing.. than haix.. after way the house thingy sth went wrong.. so called him.. haix.. sad start here.. i kneel down to him to begged dun do sth to him.. haix.. hv some cuts on the knee.. than nvm..cried.. than called him tat time haix he never even let me explain jiu kum..
actu our atti is the same.. i tried to change.. bt haix...
nvm dun wanna talk about it.. than blah blah blah watever.. went home on com..
13 more days..

hai i wish he can be happy.. i also wish can pei him.. bt haix dun think i can.. cause i dunno him wan.. haix..

shall end here.. start crying le.. haix..

love u forever T.L.Z.X..

2010-03-02T05:25:00.000-08:00

SORRY TERENCE LIM ZHAO XIAN FROM KRSS!!!ALL MY

FAULT I'M SORRY!!! I AM WORST THAN U.. SORRY!!!MY

FAULT..SORRY..

I POH MANYI SINCERLY SAY SORRY TO TERENCE LIM

ZHAO XIAN FROM KRSS..I'M SORRY!!!! I'M SOMEONE TAT

PPL DUN TREASURE..I'M A TOY,, BT HV FEELING DE

TOY..I'M SORRY TERENCE LIM ZHAO XIAN.. IS MY FAULT

IF IS NT ME U WUN LIKE TAT LE.. SORRY..

❥ThRetarded

2010-03-02T04:32:00.000-08:00

{♥} ALL MY FAULT!!! {♥}
i dun wan tell u i hv my reason right!!! Later tell u le u WUN TELL ME ANYTHING LE!!!
SEE U NW REGRET TELL ME TAT!!! Than u regret knowing me also bahx.. I dun nid u appreciate wat i hv done... OR wat...!!!!! when u let me tell u when u never even scold me or say me or do back than say bahx... nw i say... like hurt myself.. for yr good like yr bad.. i tried to be strong in every up n downs.. bt y can't u understand the pain? u never let me explain than end up i did anything my fault.. so can say everything mine bahx..

Today very very very very very very STRESSS!!!!!!!! FK UP!! countsellor tell me to tell everything to him.. bt for his good so dun..than nw.. aiya.. dunno la!!! appericate or nt up to u..i nt going to care as i dun even care whether u appreicate mahx.. as tis is wat i wanna do..Want do me back up to u... haix.. Than until kinda late than nvm when go back class saw 2 mr koh.. than talk.. than go locker take books go back class.. than music than pe.. bt teacher never come so mr dean take over.. than recess.. than home economics.. Tis is when i start to get pissed off..
"i step big?? tis is the only way i can do leh.. if anything happen to myself how? U open yr eyes big see wat happen to me la? i tu u? is becoz i never step big..n nw... wat? i never say u pai kia leh.. i only say better than u leh... than u think yr own things than kum.. u gt listen to my explain yet ma!!!!NEVER LEH!!! my fault... sorry.. haix wan do back up to u bahx.. actu get ready wanna tell le.. bt just my first!!! than like tat.. how to conti? tell me!!" than home economics time ran to toilet n cried.. trying nt to cut myself cause him.. than cry cry cry.. than he say i give atti go toilet..wth.. i really very sad & pissed off le u still like tat say... hv u ever think of MY FEELINGS?.. than he dun wan care me le make me more sad.. i really dunno how much u noe me..than art lesson than house meeting..
Xiuli in casiol lolx. than nvm meet meet meet..than end le.. meet teacher as cheerleader..meet le jiu go home.. than on air con.. than went to bathe come out.. than everything ok le.. wait til 5 like tat leave house when it is still raining ..than walk to market eat than go tuition early..than come home on com.. cried.. still crying nw cause.. hai... than blogging.. while listen songs..

Trying hard nt to cut coz him..
hai..stress!!!
AHHH ALL MY FAULT!!!
FKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK UPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!
AUGH!!!!!!!!

i wish i die early than everyone arh!!!!
since nt appreicate nor treasure.. wtf..i dunnno lahxx..

❥ThRetarded

2010-03-01T05:36:00.000-08:00

TERENCE LIM ZHAO XIAN!!!
ALL MY FAULT I'M SORRY!!
IN FRONT OF SO MANY PPL..
I SINCERLY SORRY!!!!
MY BAD~!!

2010-03-01T04:47:00.000-08:00

{♥} Feeling so unwell {♥}
Ytd cried until siao.. Than dunno wat happen wake up jiu morning le.. went sch.. still early so rest as head dam dam dam dam pain.. Than when go find esther ask things he did talk to me.. oh well of cause happy n also did reply.. Bt haix.. he say one thing" die jiu die la" Wtf dam dam dam sad.. i just told him no ppl will tio or mayb nt so soon than tell me those things.. haix i ask whether can slap him,he said no.. than i went back to my place.. than start crying.. haix.. " if die is fun i also wanna try" haix than nvm went back to class b4 tat go locker take books chiong back to class as later tat Ms Zhou at there scold.. so went back gt back maths paper.. heng pass.. than do correction..(smsing him n was kinda happy about his reply!) sleep awhile.. than conti.. than MT!! Woah Mr li HR.. Than did my home economic things in his class while doing chinese.. He good lolx.. give us ans.. haha! copied.. than sleep again.. than recess.. went to buy food.. tht will eat alot abit than dun wanna than ask anna pt back while i trying to rest than nvm.. recess over.. than go back class hv SCIENCE lesson!! which means getting back science PAPER!!! so scary.. than heng did pass la.. than ermmm... Geo time!! also getting back paper.. Than i tht i was index 18(my sec1 index..) than i heard 12!!! i almost cried.. BT haha!! i forget i nw is 17.. so ask teacher so i get 18!! pass!! than english.. paper too.. bt haixx faill.. as it is the first paper of the week.. plus b4 tat day was totally saded.. haix.. bt nvm!! haha... Than after sch went Wcp wif YOHANA!!!!than saw angeline n Ying ping.. than together lolx.. time fly.. than is 3 plus le.. still nid get the list from ppl. than yingping said siyi wanna me go up take than ok lolx go up take.. than saw him.. haix.. he like so angry.. i think casue the guy make him du lan bahx.. than nvm.. talk to siyi.. than he ask me sth reply le than soon went off wif angeline n yingping.. Than somehow late for dance bt nt really late.. so pt bags went to 5th floor.. do bar work .. Omg is the stupid bridge!!! 30 sec!! bt was like 1 min la!!! holy man!! almost vomit.. bt never.. than conti watever things.. than start trainning sec 1 doing bar work than the left de some go dance the dunno wat dance than the left de do dunno wat sai.. than dam tired.. as keep on stand lahx!! than nvm went home after dance ..bathe than hv dinner wif my father.. than come home blogging!!

Miss so much boy..
haix every sec i close my eyes i saw u..
miss the way u hug me.. kiss me..
haix..if i hold yr hand bt u did nt wat is the point?
haix.. 8thday apart;14days left..

Crying right nw.. haix..
soon gonna be blind? haix.. dun wanna noe..

2010-02-28T03:42:00.000-08:00

{♥} 27022010 {♥}

Do project wif anna & wanting..nth much

Today 28022010{♥} Sad {♥}

Today morning wake le than soon go tuition.. than still early went up seat at the staircase. than i tht 10 i walk to teacher house door than see time nt yet than go back to stircase than went to see Terence reach le ma.. than wat the teacher hit so hard.!! so wat if even i can't hear? Can't tap?? Nid so hard? Early morning like tio Wack de feeling knn.. Than went in i cried.. as Ytd night sms him said sth tat lied myself & him bahx.. than from 11.50 cry til 2 a.m than hug elephant until sleep.. than wake up than just reach there than wl like tat.. Dam angry.. than after tuition went home cried againas i dun wanna he churp.. than sms him sth than cried.. actu around 12.30 shld go my nanny house pai nian.. bt i cried until around 1.30 than go.. go le than come back.. wow fk than tat anna cannot do the project i dam angry.. than we fight.. than ok.. than go 714 do project.. haix.. very tired lolx... than i saw poo on the floor. haha.. than nvm tht tat he wun come cause dun wanna see me bt i saw him around 4.40.. kinda happy.. bt haix he playing skate board which is kinda dangerous.. than he keep on fall at the another side..bt i see from the reflection.. haix.. wanted to tell him.. bt never.. so somehow say loud to let him hear bt i dun think he heard..=.=oh well nvm.. than Bao xin go burn the poo on the floor which is dam funny. than soon pack up.. bt he left first than me... than i sms him.. wanted to asked him wanna come down eat bt haix he said he dun wanna wat than nvm.. as actu bao xin wanna go imm bt i wanna eat than end up if i eat i alone so never.. lent bao xian phone sms her friend than her friend come we take bus 143 than around few mins later is my time to stop so went down n said bye to them.. than when i wanna cross the road i tht no car.. than i walk than gt one bus almost lang ga me.. than nvm i walk few steps more another lane de car come also almost kanna lang ga than nvm i walk walk walk between my house & another there is a road than when i cross almost kanna lang ga by lorry.. as the hall ppl pai pai than hv the lorry come.. wow scary..tht tat i wun be able to see him le.. haix.. Almost cried.. Bt i'm still happy he did reply my sms means he still never forget me woah!!! As i said if forget me than nvm le.. bt he reply omg!!! haix.. bt still apart..
7th day apart;around 15 days left..

Baby elephant.. ily no matter wat happens.
u hate me is yr problem nt mine.. i dun hate u
imy iny.. Rmb u said u will be there for mw when 7th month..
so pls be there.. still rmb we plan tat we will hv 1 girl 1 boy?
so pls jia you.. Dun think of die.. i just dun wanna u get hurt..
tat's y i help.. no ppl will wanna see their loves once tio hurt..
love u.